You know what I really hate doing? Publicly crying. Its like ‘wow great, I suck so much I cant even hold it in til im in the shower or something’.
Finished the book & ice cream.
Just amazing you guys.
I just want to go home and eat my bugs bunny ice cream while I finish reading The Illustrated Man.
legend of korra.
"those maggots will bow to me!"
"It’s strangely weird, and weirdly strange."
I swear I love my lambda fam.
Rewatching season 2 of AHS because I hate my life and am ridiculously angry/grumpy today.
My heart hurts.
My eyes, too.
Since I am back now,
things worth mentioning:
- I finally graduated from UNT (woot)
- I won’t be in denton as much but still visiting frequently.
- I have a boyfriend (he’s
a cutie handsome)
- My best friends are my life support.
- I thought I was done dabbling in being a bitch, but I feel like it’s happening again.
why am i such a fucking shitty person.
why cant i ever get my shit together, but goodness oh do i know how to fake it.
why am i such a fucking failure.
why do i feel as if i cant even breathe without contemplating something else.
why do i feel as if this is the moment where i begin to lose my innocence.
why do i even continue.
I really fucking cant.
I do believe in fairies. I do, I do.